I took time out the 2 days and allowed my self to rest, the thoughts in my head just occupied the space so much that, I started reading and the more I read, the more the edge of writing troubled me.
The best about all this is that, I understood this saying better than ever.
“I always thought I don’t speak well, I don’t know how to get my point across. Blamed everything else and made all the excuses in the world just to feed my fear of thinking I am not good enough”
Guess what now I know I don’t have to be good enough or anything but just be….a being.
All my life, I have been surrounded by love that I think I have created. My first attempt in putting down my thoughts after conversation with a friend I always share my deepest thoughts and views.
My reality is my life the in between is my struggle. I am a sucker for love, for human interaction that so much more that, I fall in love with almost everyone I meet and connect with. In my journey of life I have so many people 41 years later, I am intrigued by love and my relationship with generally, sexually and otherwise.
Feels good to just write…
Next.. I will explore structure my thoughts. Write with a purpose but now will just enjoy what is happening here. Whatever it is, let’s see where it takes me and us.